what's your krystal----

i look up at the swirling skies
wishing i could understand
the conditions of this compromise
why couldn't i just stay high?
why couldn't i just
inhale you with no thoughts of hell
and who's hiding or denying
why did i have to see that light?
although its comforting to feel
the beam so bright and
delighting in your great sight
sometimes i look back and like
salt i fall
caught slippppinnn
into the whirlwinds of this fantasy
colorful spills of krystal
lay on my floor
when the light catches
i shut the door because
no one can see me no one can see me
scared
high
colorful spills of krystal