freewrite

i need to come back to my center
in my mind
i cannot enter
to a place of peace and quiet
any minute
wars and riots
my heart is losing control
wanting more of that dough
and all i do is complain
it keeps calling my name
thoughts are insance
can't seem to stop or refrain
so i just open my mouth
like bullets
hell just rings out
go faster and faster
keep up all the idle chatter
dudes claiming they had her
chicks getting madder and madder
ain't neva on no spit spit
because my life is nothing but glitz
didn't think i had a real chance
gangstas 2step
we don't dance
nobody knows what i'm about
even keel
i cause some doubt
in my mind
i seem to play
you say go
and i say PAY

*lifewritermaze